You must pray to God and ask what you want.  Ask for:

Complete satisfaction in my heart, Joy in my heart, Bliss in my heart, so that the whole world becomes blissful.

Give me Love, Love, that I could love the whole world and that the whole world becomes one in Love.

Give salvation to the entire humanity, which is suffering.

Take me to Your Feet.

Cleanse me with Thy Love.

Now see if there’s God or not. You can feel it within yourself. He hears you. He is the Glory of all the Glory. He loves you. He protects you. He guides you. He has created you to really be His Love. But accept it. Any time any thought is coming to you, pray; and you will be moving in the way of that Ocean which is Unconscious mind, which starts with thoughtless awareness. If you cannot become thoughtless, you pray to Him:

Forgive me for what I’ve done, and forgive those who have done harm to me.

Shri Mataji, 1975

“Now I would like to tell the secret knowledge of our inner being which was known in India thousands of years back. For our evolution and spiritual ascent there is a residual power within us which is located in the triangular bone at the base of our spine. This residual power is known as Kundalini. Though the knowledge of this power was available thousands of years back in India, the awakening of the Kundalini was done, traditionally, on an individual basis only. One guru would give awakening to one disciple. As a result of that awakening, what happens is that you achieve your self-realisation, your self-hood.

Secondly, when this power is awakened, it rises and passes through six subtle energy centres in your body, nourishing them and integrating them. Ultimately, this power breaks through the fontanel bone area called as the Talu or the Brahmarandra and connects you to the all-pervading power of Divine love, which is described in the Bible also as the ‘cool breeze of the Holy Ghost,’ also in the Koran as ‘Ruh’ and also in the Indian scriptures as ‘Paramchaitanya’. Patanjali has called it as ‘Ritambhara Pragya’.

Whatever the name, this is a power which is all-pervading, which does all the subtle works of living process, of evolutionary process. The existence of this all-pervading energy is not felt before realisation, but after self-realisation you can feel it on your finger tips or at the centre of your palm or above the fontanel bone area.

Moreover, this process has to be spontaneous, ‘Sahaja’. ‘Saha’ means ‘with’ and ‘ja’ means ‘born’. That means the right to get this union with the all-pervading power of Divine love, is the birth right of every human being.

Our mental energies are limited. Our limited mental energy, which is linear in movement and has not sustenance of reality, reaches a point and stops. From there it boomerangs, and all that mental, linear movement comes back to us as a punishment sometimes. So now we need more energy, higher energy, deeper energy, and for that this happening has to take place.

The consequences of the awakening of the Kundalini and thereby the attainment of self-realisation are numerous. First and foremost, such a person is constantly in contact with or is in fact a part of the all-pervading Divine power. He seeks the truth by using his new awareness. And truth is one; all self-realised persons see this same truth. Thus conflicts are avoided. Purely mental activity without self-realisation, leads to conflicting ideas and even wars. All this is avoided after self-realisation.

Now, let us see how many other things happen in a person who gets realisation. Firstly you start feeling the cool breeze of the Holy Ghost on your fingertips, which represent the subtle energy centres. Thus you know the truth on your finger tips. You transcend all the limitations of race, religion and other ideas and you go beyond your mind to see and feel the reality and understand it.

The next thing that happens is that you become thoughtlessly aware. We live in the future and the past through our thoughts. They come to us from these two areas of time, but we cannot be in the present. While these thoughts are rising and falling we are jumping on the cusp of these thoughts.

But when Kundalini rises She elongates these thoughts and thereby creates some space in-between which is the present, which is the reality. So the past is over and the future doesn’t exist. At that time you have no thoughts. You reach a new state as you become thoughtlessly aware, about which Jung has written clearly. At this moment whatsoever happens is recorded in your memory well and you enjoy every moment of this in reality. When you become thoughtlessly aware then you become completely peaceful within yourself.”

From “On Global Problems Facing Women Today,”  Address by Shri Mataji to the Inter-regional Round Table Fourth World Conference on Women, Beijing, September 13, 1995

We are so lucky today, that it should be celebrated in the land of
Shri Ganesha, that we should be here to celebrate His Resurrection,
which actually is due to His clean, we can say absolutely Nishkalanka life.
Life which was so pure.
His purity was there because He was nothing but Chaitanya,
He was nothing but vibrations.
He was so pure that He could even walk on the water.
He was so pure that death could not kill Him.
So we have to aim at our purification.

HH Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi, 1991